A Survivor Feeling

My lips are shaking my nails are bit off.
Been a month since I've heard myself talk.
All the advantage this life's got on me.
Picture a coffin in the middle of the sea.

And I fight back in my mind. Never lets me be right.
I got memories. I got shit so much it don't show.

Oh, I walked alive when you held me in that night.
I walked alive when you held my hand that night.

An empty shell seems so easy to crack.
Got all these questions. Don't know who I could even ask.
So I'll just lie alone and wait for the dream where I'm not ugly and you're looking at me.

And I stay in bed. Oh, little ive seen there.
If just once I could feel loved, oh, Stare back at me . Yeah.

But I walked alive when you held me in that night.
Oh, I walked alive when you held my hand that night.
Oh, I walked alive when you held me close that night.
I paid the price. Never held you in real life.
My lips are shaking...

"For my own part, I have never had a thought which I could not set down in words with even more distinctness than that with which I conceived it.

There is, however, a class of fancies of exquisite delicacy which are not thoughts, and to which as yet I have found it absolutely impossible to adapt to language.

These fancies arise in the soul, alas how rarely.

Only at epochs of most intense tranquillity, when the bodily and mental health are in perfection.

And at those weird points of time, where the confines of the waking world blend with the world of dreams.

And so I captured this fancy, where all that we see, or seem, is but a dream within a dream."

Germaine

I do think that women could make politics irrelevant.

By as a kind of spontaneous cooperative action,the like of which we have never seen.

Which is so far from people's ideas of state structureand vital social structure that seems to them like total anarchy.

And what it really is, is very subtle forms of interrellation which do not follow sort of hierachical pattern which is fundamentally patriarchal.

The opposite to patriarchy is not matriarchy but fraternity.

And I think it's women who are going to have tobreak this spiral of powerand find the trick of cooperation.

Música Brasileira Internacional